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Wake up, a new day is calling! ([personal profile] anewdaycalling) wrote2009-07-28 12:53 pm
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Stuck in the future?

I am a planner. I spend most of my time thinking about things I want and need to do.
I think I am avoiding thinking about the fact that my husband is deploying by thinking about all the things I am going to accomplish while he is gone.
With deployment comes a lot of extra pay. I have already told Jason I will be saving all the extra pay he recieves. I plan to put as much into CD's or High yeild savings accounts as I can. I want to make as much money as possible off our money. I don't want to ever have to live like we have been the past two years.

Anyway, all I think about lately are the things I will be able to do with the money I will be saving from living at my parents house and not paying rent/utilities. I have decided that to pay them back for everything I am going to buy that fence my mom wants, and landscape the backyard. (okay part of that is also to give Jack a safe place to play) and I am going to update the bedroom we will be staying in. Possibly even the hall bathroom.
I can't stop thinking of all the things I want to buy for our house when Jason comes home.

I think this is why I always feel like I am waiting for something to happen. I can't keep my head out of the future and what is to come.
I hate that my husband is going to war, but at the same time it will open up so many great things when he returns home to me.

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